And no, I'm not talking about the hard stuff. No A.A. or N.A. meetings for this gal.
But, I fear that I do have some addictions. And while they aren't killing me, they're not exactly good for me, either. Let's discuss.
1. Shopping - While some may laugh at this, I am addicted at getting a good deal. I rarely pay full price for anything, and have a gazillion store e-mails sent to me letting me know when there are new markdowns or sales. While most see this as a good thing, I am totally addicted to taking advantage of
every sale. And let me tell you, there is always a sale. For example, I have bought five pair of boots this year, all on sale, all for great prices. But, do I really need
five pairs of new boots? I say yes, but Joel disagrees. I'm not one that likes clutter in the house. But, I may have taken over our entire bedroom closet and relegated Joel to the hall closet for his clothes. Whoops?!
2. Carbohydrates - While trying to lose weight, carbs in large quantities are a big no-no. But I can't help it, I love me some bread and pasta. It is so hard to go out to eat and not munch on the free bread they set down on the table. And I feel like I am truly addicted to pasta some days. I feel like I crave it, and I don't know what to do. If I try to cut it out completely, then I binge and go carb crazy. It's the strangest thing. As you'll see, food addictions are a big thing with me, unfortunately.
3. Sweets - I have a sweet tooth like no other. Not only is it not good for my waist line, it's not good for my teeth. I always get a lecture from my dentist, and am actually going in for my first crown pretty soon, which I am absolutely
not looking forward to. I try really, really hard sometimes to give up on the sweet stuff, but I tend to get headaches when I do, which I just don't understand. I need to get this more under control, for multiple reasons.
4. Travel - Now, normally this wouldn't be a bad thing. But I dream big when I travel. Want to know where my wish list takes me? Australia, New Zealand, Iceland, South Africa, Russia...I could keep going. I have Champagne wishes on a beer budget, people. Luckily, at our current base we were able to buy a house that was 2/3 of our housing allowance and I was able to find a job pretty quickly, which allowed us to save for our recent adventure to the Galapagos. But, that is most likely not going to be the case, and I struggle with the fact that I may not get to travel to all of the places I want to go and see.
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Now, I realize my addictions are "first world problems" and there are people out there with a lot more worries than me. I am very thankful for the life I live (believe me, the big Man upstairs and I chat about that often), but sometimes, I just have to get stuff out, you know?
What are some of your first world addictions?