When Joel was deployed, I rocked in the accomplishment department. I lost a ton of weight, ate healthier, got in better shape, stayed on top of my school assignments, hung out with friends, and even found time to volunteer and be a good doggy momma. Wanna know what I have accomplished since Joel has returned?
That's right. I am totally behind on school stuff, have gained back almost half of the weight I lost, and have virtually sucked at running and eating better. I have neglected my house, the pups (well, not completely, but they have been missing the lovins that they are used to), and any semblance of progress that I made. Why is this? How can I totally rock it on my own, but slide completely back downhill once my husband returned. Am I not taking care of myself because I am putting his needs before my own, or have I just become lazy? My guess is the latter. I need to get back to taking care of myself, and finding the motivation to do so. I guess what I really need to do is find some balance.